Thursday, March 06, 2008
Thirst by Mary Oliver
for the goodness I do not have. I walk
out to the pond and all the way God has
given us such beautiful lessons. Oh Lord,
I was never a quick scholar but sulked
and hunched over my books past the
hour and the bell; grant me, in your
mercy, a little more time. Love for the
earth and love for you are having such a
long conversation in my heart. Who
knows what will finally happen or
where I will be sent, yet already I have
given a great many things away, expect-
ing to be told to pack nothing, except the
prayers, which, with this thirst, I am
slowly learning.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
And Death Shall Have No Dominion by Dylan Thomas
Dead men naked they shall be one
With the man in the wind and the west moon;
When their bones are picked clean and the clean bones gone,
They shall have stars at elbow and foot;
Though they go mad they shall be sane,
Though they sink through the sea they shall rise again;
Though lovers be lost love shall not;
And death shall have no dominion.
And death shall have no dominion.
Under the windings of the sea
They lying long shall not die windily;
Twisting on racks when sinews give way,
Strapped to a wheel, yet they shall not break;
Faith in their hands shall snap in two,
And the unicorn evils run them through;
Split all ends up they shan't crack;
And death shall have no dominion.
And death shall have no dominion.
No more may gulls cry at their ears
Or waves break loud on the seashores;
Where blew a flower may a flower no more
Lift its head to the blows of the rain;
Though they be mad and dead as nails,
Heads of the characters hammer through daisies;
Break in the sun till the sun breaks down,
And death shall have no dominion.
for A & J T, love kt
Monday, February 11, 2008
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
iTunes Playlist
I Never (Rilo Kiley)
Little Flowers (Denison Witmer)
Eyes (Rogue Wave)
Give a Little Love (Rilo Kiley)
The Story (Brandi Carlile)
Last Goodbye (Jeff Buckley)
Lover, You Should Have Come Over (Jamie Cullum)
Anthony (Nickel Creek)
Rosanna (Toto)
So Contagious (Acceptance)
Breathe In, Breathe Out (Mat Kearney)
Plastic Stars (Freezepop)
Hey Boy (The Blow)
A Comet Appears (The Shins)
I Sing I Swim (Seabears)
Today Will Be Better, I Swear! (Stars)
How It Ends (Devotchka)
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Mosiah 23:10
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Monday, January 07, 2008
Joel 2:28
Day in the Life
kt: shakes head
coworker: maintains stern(ish) expression
kt: "are you surprised?"
coworker: shakes head
Friday, January 04, 2008
My Holiday in Holladay, UT
If only the Distribution Center had spelled it correctly when they embossed my scriptures.Saddddddd
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Ezekiel 36:26
Monday, December 17, 2007
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Isaiah 58
3 Wherefore have we fasted, say they, and thou seest not? wherefore have we afflicted our soul, and thou takest no knowledge?
4 Behold ye shall not fast as ye do this day, to make your voice to be heard on high.
6 Is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke?
7 Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him?
9 Then shalt thou call , and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and he shall say, Here I am.
10 And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noonday:
13 And thou shalt call the sabbath a delight, and shalt honour the Lord, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words:
14 Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Monday, December 10, 2007
Friday, December 07, 2007
Thursday, December 06, 2007
The Sustaining Power of Faith in Times of Uncertainty and Testing by Richard G. Scott
Read the full talk here.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Proverbs 13:12
Monday, December 03, 2007
Seattle Report: Pike Place Market
Pike Place Market 


We then went back to Pike & Pine and got hot chocolate and ginger snap cookies (giant three dollar cookies). They were so soft and good, I kept thinking about them all weekend and have not stopped thinking about them since.
Quote of the Day
Friday, November 30, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Quote of the Day
The difference is that for the right way we pay in advance while for the wrong way we pay afterwards - a much higher and more painful price.
C.G. Jung
Quote of the Day
Jeffrey R. Holland
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Press Release: New Phone
This picture is newly taken with the new camera phone:
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Friday, November 16, 2007
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Fasting & Prayer
This summer I started fasting and praying more fervently. I think I always approached fasting and prayer more pragmatically in the past; I thought that fasting made sense in terms of paying offerings, as well as supporting the principles of health and sacrifice. Also, prayer, in my mind, was intended to unite my will with God's will.
While I still think that uniting my will with God's is the primary purpose of prayer - or at least that is the firstfruit of it, I learned this summer that perhaps I was missing something through my pragmatic assumptions.
I was reading about Alma (the younger) and his experience with receiving the visitation of an angel. I have always thought it was really interesting that he received an angel, when so many other waywards with potential do not. However, one of the things I noted is that Alma's father and the church had done much fasting and prayer for Alma - and that the angel was a result of their faith and prayers on his behalf. It was still up to Alma to receive the words of the Angel, but it was sent because of the prayers & fasting of those who loved him with the strength of faith.
"Pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." - James 5:16
This has changed the way I pray. I realize that now I can pray for the Holy Ghost to be sent to those I love. It is still up to them to receive the Holy Ghost, but if I increase my faith, I can be a blessing to those I pray for. I love this idea. Especially because I do not always know what to pray for when I am worried about my loved ones - sometimes I worry I am asking amiss. But with this, I know that the Holy Ghost will teach that person everything he or she needs - if he or she is willing to receive it. My faith and spiritual power is not great enough to send an angel (nor sure I would want to send one...), but I know that what I have, I can offer it to God and the Holy Ghost can use it to minister to me and those for whom I pray according to our individual needs. Whether that is comfort, feeling the love of God, repentance, forgiveness, bringing to their remembrance things they already know or believe to be true, the Spirit can teach it. It is a beautiful thing to consider that just as the Spirit teaches when we speak, it can bless when we pray. We can rely on the Holy Ghost to do what we cannot, where others are willing to receive it.
Fasting
I love this passage by Elder McConkie about the spiritual and physical components of fasting. It really helps me to apply the principles of prayer that I have learned to fasting:
Since the soul consists of both body and spirit (see D&C 88:15), we offer our whole souls when we place the desires of both body and spirit in subjection to the will of our Heavenly Father. Fasting and prayer help us to learn to control our appetites; they also help us to "hunger and thirst after righteousness" (Matthew 5:6).
We should all give some attention to the matter of fasting. We haven't really called on the Lord so much that we can reach him intimately if we don't fast occasionally, and pray often. Many of our personal problems can be solved by so doing. Do you remember what the Savior said to his disciples who couldn't cast out the evil spirit, after they asked why they couldn't do it when Jesus had done it so easily? He replied, "This kind goeth not out but by prayer and fasting." (Matthew 17:21)
I have been fasting more regularly for the help and the spiritual strength that I need - as well as for those that I love and have been on my mind. I have seen firsthand that fasting and prayer does indeed send the spirit to those we pray for. And in this way, we really can be a blessing to them.
Blessings
Isaiah 58 teaches us that after we have fasted and taken care of the poor, that "The Lord shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not."
We need to grow and increase in spiritual power and in the power of prayer and fasting. I know that as we do so we will be able to bless each other, grow and change, and also claim great spiritual gifts.
"Wherefore, my beloved brethren, pray unto the Father with all the energy of heart, that ye may be filled with this love, which he hath bestowed upon all who are true followers of his Son, Jesus Christ, that ye may become the sons of God; that when he shall appear we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is; that we may have this hope; that we may be purified even as he is pure." - Moroni 7:47-48
Monday, November 12, 2007
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Doctrine & Covenants 44:2
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Doctrine & Covenants 81:5
Monday, November 05, 2007
Stella's Wedding
Friday, November 02, 2007
The Great Commandment by Joseph B. Wirthlin
Read the full talk here.
Thursday, November 01, 2007
James 5:16
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Boldness
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I was talking with a very dear friend of mine about what I've learned through visiting teaching in 2006/2007 - how while we sometimes make being "buddy buddy" our primary goal with those who we are trying to encourage, it is in fact the doctrine and the witness of the Holy Ghost which will really change hearts. There was a specific quote in the VTing message in February 2007 about the difference between being "convinced" and being "converted" - so it all reminded me of this.
We discussed that when we are fellowshipping, YES we need to build friendships, but MOST importantly we have a responsibility to testify boldly and to teach/discuss doctrine. I think sometimes we are self-conscious or think that boldness would be inappropriate or overbearing, but I know that we can be bold and sensitive at the same time - and in fact boldness is EVERYWHERE in the New Testament.
Below are some examples. I did a search on boldness and these were the results that stood out to me:
http://scriptures.lds.org/en
I think sometimes we feel inadequate to testify, so this is comforting.
http://scriptures.lds.org/en
http://scriptures.lds.org/en
I REALLY LOVE this scripture, and I don't remember having noticed it before.
http://scriptures.lds.org/en
It occurred to me, as I read this, that if we have perfect love for those we are testifying to, then we shouldn't be self-conscious / fear having boldness.
http://scriptures.lds.org/en
The same idea, about not being bold, yet not overbearing.
Link to the search: http://scriptures.lds.org/en
Monday, October 29, 2007
Friday, October 26, 2007
2 Samuel 22: 36
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This reminds me of one of my favorite quotes from Les Miserables and something else I've been thinking a lot about.
That to be gentle is to be godly - and how Jesus Christ really is the perfect example of love and gentleness. When he said, "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do," he really understood that they in fact didn't know what they were doing. And that none of us really know. We're clumsy and negligent and simply do our "sawdust best."
And the opposite of clumsiness - that is to be gentle, to be kind, loving, and careful. And that is godliness, that is greatness.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
1 Kings 3:5-14
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I love this passage because again and again I see in the scriptures how much the Lord values a pure heart and humility. He is so pleased that Solomon is humbly asking for discernment and wisdom that he may judge righteously. The Lord is anxious to bless us and pour His Spirit upon our heads: he looks only to see if we will turn our hearts to Him and if we will come be His people. He gives every good gift that we seek.
Quote of the Day
Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
I love this quote because it makes me think of purification - goodness is not so much a matter of "collecting" good qualities, so much as purifying what we are. I think many of our strengths are also our weaknesses simply because they are not pure. For example, someone may be outgoing and friendly with some self-centeredness. It's not a matter of changing one's personality, but perhaps simply purifying it. I want to do this!
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
iTunes Playlist
No I in Threesome (Interpol)
If You're Wondering (Eisley)
Give a Little Love (Rilo Kiley)
The Heart's a Lonely Hunter (Thievery Corporation)
Little Flowers (Denison Witmer)
Quote of the Day
Winston Churchill
Monday, October 22, 2007
Quote of the Day
Joseph B. Wirthlin
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Monday, October 15, 2007
Galatians 6:7-8
For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.
Monday, October 08, 2007
Just so you know
August 29
August 30
So don't even think about getting married on either of those dates if you want me to be there.
I'm just saying.
i am a little church(no great cathedral) by E. E. Cummings
far from the splendor and squalor of hurrying cities
-i do not worry if briefer days grow briefest,
i am not sorry when sun and rain make april
my life is the life of the reaper and the sower;
my prayers are prayers of earth's own clumsily striving
(finding and losing and laughing and crying)children
whose any sadness or joy is my grief or my gladness
around me surges a miracle of unceasing
birth and glory and death and resurrection:
over my sleeping self float flaming symbols
of hope,and i wake to a perfect patience of mountains
i am a little church(far from the frantic
world with its rapture and anguish)at peace with nature
-i do not worry if longer nights grow longest;
i am not sorry when silence becomes singing
winter by spring,i lift my diminutive spire to
merciful Him Whose only now is forever:
standing erect in the deathless truth of His presence
(welcoming humbly His light and proudly His darkness)
Friday, October 05, 2007
Quote of the Day
Neal A. Maxwell
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Press Release: kt's new church calling -or- life's tender mercies (or jokes)
Subject: Fascinating
So, I just realized, you are RSP and B [ex-boyfriend] is EQP... how do you feel about that? Is everyone asking you that question?
M
my reply:
First of all, I'm delighted that the Lord has such a great sense of humor. And as I think about it, I think I would have done the same thing in His position. I feel like the tender mercies in my life are often little "jokes" and ironies - the Lord must know that I dearly love to laugh and that I love to have stories to share... so from that perspective, I'm delighted.
Secondly, I mean, we've talked a bit about my experience with getting called - sometime we should talk more about that, because this actually makes it even more miraculous - the context, I mean.
Thirdly, I think B is fabulous and so I'm way excited that I get to be real friends with him again. Whereas we often "archive" our past relationships, I look at this one as simply "overwriting" what was before into something different.
And so, I say,
life unfolds
the Lord is wise
and hooray for good stories!
K
Doctrine & Covenants 42:61
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Deuteronomy 30:11-14
Friday, September 21, 2007
Monday, September 17, 2007
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Alma 34:26-27
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Quote of the Day
Richard G. Scott
Read the talk here.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Quote of the Day
Einstein
Thanks, Gordon :)
Sunday, September 09, 2007
one shall sow, another shall reap
Reginald Dorff served a mission to Argentina in the early 1950s when baptisms were few.
In 1950, Venado Tuerto, Argentina, there were no latter-day saints, except the missionaries who had established a beautiful nucleus of more than 60 friends and investigators. Sunday worship services were held, with all prayers, music, sermons, presented byt he elder missionaries. During that time, la Senorita Paulina Quiriquino, previously taught by Elder Rodney Bradshaw and his companion, requested baptism on October 19, 1950.
District meetings in Rosario saw Paulina and Elders Robert Reese and Reginald Dorff in that city, December, 23, 1950, where her baptism was approved. Elders Reese and Dorff were detained and unable to reach the river-side baptism on time, and President Lyman Wilson performed his first and only baptism. He traveled much on behalf of mission president Harold Brown. President Lyman was soon to complete his mission, and early in his mission Elder Dorff had baptized another missionary's candidate. This was his only baptism in 35 months, so the Lord has ways to 'balance the books.'
In 1978, the Dorff family drove 40,000 miles from Los Angeles to Buenos Aires and had a wonderful reunion with Hermana Quiriquino. She had just been released from a stake mission in which she brought 150 converts to baptism.
What great influence we can have in simply teaching each other who we are and the love that Heavenly Father has for us. The aim is to serve and love each other truly and sincerely - regardless of what the results are.
Friday, September 07, 2007
Job 27:3-6
Thursday, September 06, 2007
To My Valentine by Ogden Nash
Or a criminal hates a clue,
Or the Axis hates the United States,
That's how much I love you.
I love you more than a duck can swim,
And more than a grapefruit squirts,
I love you more than a gin rummy is a bore,
And more than a toothache hurts.
As a shipwrecked sailor hates the sea,
Or a juggler hates a shove,
As a hostess detests unexpected guests,
That's how much you I love.
I love you more than a wasp can sting,
And more than the subway jerks,
I love you as much as a beggar needs a crutch,
And more than a hangnail irks.
I swear to you by the stars above,
And below, if such there be,
As the High Court loathes perjurious oathes,
That's how you're loved by me.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Quote of the Day
- Twelfth Night, William Shakespeare
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
I'm back!
This time I spent the entire time in Mesa & Tempe. I did see the ASU/SJSU football game. 30 Yard Line. Second Row. Thank you, Davey J :)
And I missed the heat wave in California, so now I'm back to a cool 70 degrees and I'm ready for Fall!
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Golden Birthday!!!
30 on the 30th :)
Happy Birthday, golden boy! (now get yourself a wife!)
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Quote of the Day
- some guy who called into the Dennis Prager Show
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Book Club Voting
The Woman WarriorMaxine Hong Kingston
Length: 209 pages
Probably best compared to The Joy Luck Club, although I was not fond of that at all, and I really love this book. It is fictionalized Chinese memoirs interspersed with the myth of Fa Mulan. Really, really great to read and to analyse. Some great prose and imagery.
Franny & Zooey
JD Salinger
Length: 202 pages
VERY different from Catcher in the
Monday, August 27, 2007
Quote of the Day
Marvin J. Ashton
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Quote of the Day
Marvin J. Ashton
Monday, August 20, 2007
A Vision of Service by V. Dallas Merrell
“Our lives must become a symbol of meaningful expression, the symbol of our declaration of our testimony of the living Christ, the Eternal Son of the living God.
“It is that simple, my brethren and sisters. It is that profound, and we should never forget it” (Ensign, Apr. 1994, 5).
Read the full talk here.
A Weekend for the Ages
Friday, August 17, 2007
Quote of the Day
Neal A. Maxwell
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
1 Thessalonians 5:16-19, 21
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
James 1:27
Monday, August 13, 2007
Quote of the Day
Gordon B. Hinckley
Read the talk here.
Galations 5:22
Thursday, August 09, 2007
Doctrine & Covenants 42:61
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Quote of the Day
Parley P. Pratt
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Isaiah 43:25-26
Put me in remembrance: let us plead together
Monday, August 06, 2007
each unhappy client is unhappy in its own way
Saturday, August 04, 2007
He Wishes for the Cloths of Heaven by William Butler Yeats
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.
This poem was quoted at the wedding I went to on Wednesday. I love the imagery of the cloths of heaven.
Friday, August 03, 2007
Touched by an Angel by Maya Angelou
exiles from delight
live coiled in shells of loneliness
until love leaves its high holy temple
and comes into our sight
to liberate us into life.
Love arrives
and in its train come ecstasies
old memories of pleasure
ancient histories of pain.
Yet if we are bold,
love strikes away the chains of fear
from our souls.
We are weaned from our timidity
In the flush of love's light
we dare be brave
And suddenly we see
that love costs all we are
and will ever be.
Yet it is only love
which sets us free.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
iTunes Playlist
RebellionLies (Arcade Fire)
Stolen (Dashboard Confessional)
I Feel it All (Feist)
Here (In Your Arms) (Hellogoodbye)
Starlight (Muse)
Sleep Lessons (The Shins)








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